| Why does he have to be such a jerk...? |
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| For some reason today I got one of those "life is good" feelings. Hmm....I like it. Maybe I've finally figured things out.....I have a feeling things might finally be good again. |
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| So obviously its time for an update. So my past couple of weeks have been kinda rough, I've been uber stressed out!! I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Everything was great, I was happy, and suddenly something changed...being with him just doesnt feel right anymore. I'm not sure what changed, was it him or me? I guess I'll never know.....now I know why I hate dating younger guys. We talked tonight and decided that it would be best if we have nuthin to do with eachother for a while...might as well just say we broke up for now. Its just goin to be so hard seeing him all the time especially with all the band stuff we have soon....but all i know is that I'm scared....i dont know what to do.....I really just wanna get this over with and move on.....hmm..... I can't keep lying to myself anymore....I hate hurting him but I have to do what feels right....for me ....God I need you now.... |
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| Hmm....so I think I had more freedom before I got my license.......that just pisses me off. I've never gave anyone a reason not to trust me. |
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